YOU v/s YOU

We've heard of - India v/s Pakistan.. more recent one to mention as IPL is going on.. SRH v/s DD. and many more.. these are once in a while type of matches. 

But what about the match that we fight daily?
The war we are at inconspicuously?
The battle we ourselves are sometimes unaware of?

And this battle is, BATTLE WITH SELF.. YOU v/s YOU!!

 I'm sure we have all experienced this feeling of being raged with self. Having an inner turmoil. Hurricane of emotions rushing through our blood vessels at lightening speed. The times when we seem to have developed a barrier to our senses because of the emotional conflict within.

The rhetorical questions
"what will i do"
"how will I make it happen"
"how will things fall into place"
Series of self doubts nibbling our mind and heart simultaneously.
What is it that disturbs us so much??

It's the despair..
The conflict between MIND and HEART.

The discrepancy between "what you feel and what you think".
Ultimately it's YOU v/s YOU.
The situation is difficult to handle because, being a referee to someone else fight is easy; but being one to your own is a great deal. 

HOW CAN YOU DECIDE?? 
At one moment your inner voice says THIS and then a little later it says THAT.
At one moment you want to revolutionize the world and the other moment you want to just lay in bed.
You feel like forgiving them as you love them but then you also feel like ripping their head off.
You might feel like quitting it altogether but then you're reminded of what made you start it in the first place. 
No matter how much help you try to seek from someone, but it doesn't seem to help. 

We've always been told "trust your instincts, they never lie". But what if the instinct is a little drunk and drives you nasty??
What if you're being too hard on yourself?
What if the solution is right in front of you, but the mental fogging makes you blind?
What if you could've chosen a path easier, but you choose to torment yourself?
Why do we choke our soul with the sins we never committed?



WHY DO WE ALWAYS PRESS THE SELF DESTRUCT BUTTON??? WHY??

Life is being hard to everyone of us all the time.We need to love ourselves enough, to not hate ourselves when life throws lemons at us.

What if you'd be going around with someone for 10 years and that person doesn't show up on the wedding day?? 

Devastating isn't it?

Life has millions of unacceptable things for us every now and then.

Things will change. 

Change is the only constant.

Something which isn't variable is "YOU".

People will come. 

People will go.

You'd be the one who's gonna stay with you.

So, LOVE YOURSELF..

SO MANY PEOPLE,

SO MANY SHADES.

NOBODY STAYS,

EVERYONE FADES!

Life is like a merry-go-round. Sometimes up. Sometimes down. We do good. We screw it up too. But that's how we are. TO HUMAN IS TO ERR.. The cards will always be new. It's you who has to decide how to play the game well.

I can give you a hundred instances of how people are suffering more than me and you. And, trust me at that very moment you'd realise, you're blessed. I've been coming across such situations and so, I curse life less. 

Everyday is beautiful.
Everything is beautiful.
Everyday is good.
If the entire day is not good, some part of the day will definitely be good.
Don't overthink things.
Everything that happens, happens for a reason.
And no matter how shitty you fell at the moment, it's gonna take you to a better place some day.!